I recently had a birthday. And, because I was so sure that I was a burden to everyone around me, and that no one could possibly care about me, I pushed everyone away. I refused to acknowledge the day at all. In fact, I keep the day a secret from everyone at work. It wasn't until later did I realize that I probably hurt those people that do in fact care about me, because I wouldn't let them express how they felt. Even though it feels unnatural, and actually hurts in my heart sometimes to receive love from others, I'm determined not to push people away anymore.
The thought process I will be changing this week is that I am in fact, worthy of love. People do care about me. If I would just open myself up, and get out of my own head, then I would see it!
The thought process I will be changing this week is that I am in fact, worthy of love. People do care about me. If I would just open myself up, and get out of my own head, then I would see it!
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