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I've decided that September is the month I am changing my life.  I'm so tired of falling victim to my own negative self-talk - those voices in my head that tell me I'm hopeless, that I'm not good enough, and that I'm completely unlovable.

I feel like there is just this perpetual dark cloud over me.  I'm not necessarily depressed, but I'm not really happy either.  My goal is to find the love that is missing from my life.  And, I'm going to find love through deepening my faith.  If I find love with God, I will love myself, then, inevitably love with others will follow.

I am committing to:
  • Learn and live by the standards of God, not my own.
  • Pray daily.
  • Change a new negative thought process each week.
  • Go to church once a week.
  • Find ways to get closer and deepen my relationship with God.
  • Take care of myself, as if I were my own parent or best friend.
  • Read the Bible daily.
  • Finally going to change all those little bad habits I've been meaning to change.


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