Have Mercy

I struggle with anger and resentment. In my mind there are certain situations that do just not seem fair. But, as I've worked through the book of Proverbs over the last, almost 30 days, I've learned that God is merciful. There have been many times in my own life that God has helped me out, and I was "cut a break" as they say. But, when someone else is shown that same mercy, I become angry. Why? Because at that moment, it seems like I have done more work, or sacrificed more than someone else. And, that just doesn't seem fair.

This week I remember that I need to be humble, and I am not God. The world is not a fair place, and we are each given what we can handle. Something I asked myself this past week, as I was frustrated with a co-worker who, in my mind, has not proven herself to be a real hard worker, is "Would I want to be in her position?" The answer is of course, no. And that thought immediately brought me back to a more compassionate place for someone who is a great person, that just so happens to be affecting me negatively lately.

"Would you want to be in their position?"

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The Taste of Fall

All of a sudden it’s fall. It’s like a switch was flipped. The nights are cooler (well, I think they’re down right cold) and the days are shorter. I’m wearing light jackets, and thoroughly enjoying the new trench coat the I picked up back in August. Today I had my first Pumpkin Spice Latte of the season. And, it was amazing. I’m so excited that fall is here. I just love all the spices and flavors in fall seasonal food. I’m looking forward to trying out some very delicious looking recipes that I’ve been saving for cooler weather, and partaking in some fall-ish activties. I just hope it doesn’t get too cold too soon!

Don't Lose Focus

I realized lately that I’ve started to lose my drive and focus when it comes to personal growth and improvement. I hit, what felt like a major milestone a couple weeks ago, and I think in a way I felt like I could take a break. And, while a break is ok, my “breaks” tend to last too long, or I simply stop entirely. I recognize that I need to keep going on my current path. Because, if I stop now, it could set me back. And, I’m so tired of being set back, and being left behind. What are those things that you’ve been putting off? What is something that is undone in your life? Get on it girl! Even if you don't finish the task, start it today !

Happy November!

It is officially November, so you know what that means. Holiday preparations are now in full swing. I’ve been told I’m so organized I’m boring, but making lists, forward thinking and planning helps with managing my stress levels. There is just so much to do, think about, and keep track of! I have about 5 lists going right now. It’s crazy. What’s most exciting is that since I’ve moved to a house, my family and I will have more room to spread out and relax at Thanksgiving. I always get so nervous that everything won’t work out, or people won’t have a good time. But, no matter how much I worry, it always works out in the end. Here’s to a happy, healthy, and relatively stress free holiday season!

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